Sometimes, many unresolved and painful emotions that you feel deep inside yourself manifest in the form of toxic emotional habits.
What we choose to focus on determines in large part the meaning of our lives. We know neurologically that mental focus amplifies and magnifies — that is, makes the object of focus more important than what we don’t focus on. Due to the brain’s proclivity to form habits, the repeated focus eventually yields rigid sequences of conditioned responses, which we experience as habits. These shape the day-to-day experience that forms the fabric of our lives by default.
Because habits are processed in the brain thousands of times faster than intentional behavior, the only reliable way to change an entrenched habit is to develop a new one that is incompatible with the one you want to change. If you want to change the habit of yelling at your kids, develop a habit of modeling emotion regulation for them, which will be incompatible with yelling at them.
I use a process called TIP — think, imagine, practice — to develop new habits. For example, my client is in the habit of resenting his wife for disagreeing with him. In our session, he thinks of times when he’s felt kind and recognizes that he really likes himself better at those times. He imagines himself doing things that will bring those feelings to life, such as wishing his wife happiness and well-being.
At home he practices fostering her well-being, treating her with respect, cherishing her. Repeating this association — resentment with kindness — several times a day for about six weeks develops a conditioned response, such that when he starts to feel resentful, he thinks and acts kindly. He becomes tolerant of disagreement and even learns something from perspectives with which he disagrees.
Of course, for the process to work, he had to really want to be kind, rather than resentful — that is, he had to want to feel more valuable, rather than temporarily more powerful from the tiny dose of adrenaline that comes with resentment. He had to want to improve his relationship, rather than be validated for being “right.”
Whatever emotional habit dogs you, it likely has generalized triggers — anything that makes you feel devalued, isolated, or attacked. Over time, the mental states themselves – powerlessness, vulnerability, worthlessness, etc. – trigger habitual responses such as anger, aggression, drinking, overeating, workaholism, independent of the original causes.
Therefore, we must develop general responses to general mental states, rather than to the specific triggers of the mental states. The approach is like building the immune system against all pathogens rather than concentrating on a specific one.
Most CompassionPower clients have formed habits of empowering themselves against vulnerable mental states with some kind of aggression, a habit which, of course, must be changed for the health, safety, and well-being of the entire family.
The steps of TIP are:
Think repeatedly about the desired change and write it out. (Example: “When she says I’m selfish, I’ll allow myself to care that she’s hurt and show her that I care.”)
Imagine in detail how to overcome any barriers (usually guilt, shame, anxiety) to the desired change. (Example: “I feel guilty about having been selfish in the past, but caring about her and feeling connected to her are more important, so I’ll try to focus on what’s most important to me – showing her that I care.”)
Practice the specific behaviors likely to lead to the desired change.