You’re Only As Troubled As The Relationship You’re In

 December 29, 2016

“All happiness or unhappiness solely depends upon the quality of the [person] to which we are attached by love.” -Baruch Spinoza

Meet Steven. Steven has decided to become a psychoanalyst. Before starting class, the graduate school requires students to spend a year in therapy.

Six months in, Steven was doing well. He showed signs of a healthy and stable mind. So much so that his assigned therapist believed he wouldn’t need more than a few years, compared to other students who need an average of four.

Then he met Leah. He fell in love within a matter of weeks.

Leah, an aspiring actor, was beautiful. But she was toxic. She sent mixed signals about committing to a relationship, leaving Steven unsettled. Two months into the relationship,Steven’s behavior began to change entirely.

Every 20 minutes Steven would check his cellphone to see if she had answered his text, Facebook messages or his emails. He began to miss deadlines for his job in programming. He started to spend an extraordinary amount of time chatting with Leah in a popular online chat room… under a fake profile.

He was obsessed. It was ruining his life.

Steven’s therapist was dumbfounded. How could his most promising student transform into his worst? Steven’s behavior started showing borderline masochistic personality traits.

A Masochist or Just Sensitive?

Our environment sculpts the type of person we become. Without computers, there would be no programmers. Without cars, there’d be no Uber drivers. Humans, by our very nature, are adaptable.

One of the most heavily researched theories on adaptability in interpersonal relationships is Attachment Theory. Attachment Theory states that our relationships influence how we feel about ourselves. This starts in our childhood.

Our relationships with our parents give us a blueprint of how our adult relationships should be. They influence how we believe ourselves to be and what we deserve in love when we start adulting.

In his relationship with Leah, Steven lives in a constant fear. He feels like he was walking on a tightrope without a safety net, anxiously floundering to keep his emotional balance. Endless cycles of anxiety with only rare moments of peace and security.

A relationship that creates an anxious person is a relationship with one unavailable partner who behaves in ways that avoid closeness. This behavior is toxic for the anxious partner, and consumes them in a tsunami of thoughts that all point to the same goal: how they can re-establish closeness with their partner.

If your partner responds to you in a way that reestablishes security in your relationship, you become calm and go back to watching cats freaking out to cucumbers on Youtube. But if they don’t, you literally cannot function without the reassurance that the relationship is okay.

Relationship text messages

Steven’s obsessive thoughts, feelings, and behaviors were driven by the fact that Leah was unavailable to him, although he may have felt it was just part of love.

Despite all his insecurity and anxiety, Steven, like many others, had a difficult time breaking up with his toxic lover. He was drowning in common beliefs sensitive people have: believing that she would change, or that every relationship has similar problems. It took a year for him to find the self-respect to call things off for good.

12 comments on “You’re Only As Troubled As The Relationship You’re In

  1. Maybe article is worth reading. But in the situation of your post with the purpose of suggestion or advise for some, do check yourself again. Sometims wrong advice is not effective and ruin other relationship. Because you cannot guess the accurate situation or the main problem between two completely. You just guess and judge and post article. Maybe you have one sided bad thoughts? 90% of people are no sympathy. That is why they cannot give us right solution. Sometimes advice from outside ruin the relationship.

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