Have you ever been madly in love with someone, who you could never get over with, no matter what you did or how hard you tried?
I wish I could get over with the person I loved!
To get over I lied to myself when I said you no longer have a place in my life. Because when I’ve had one too many drinks at the bar, I still search for your face in the crowded room, hoping you’d be there.
I wasn’t honest with my friends when I told them that you’re not the reason anymore why my heart keeps beating. Because whenever I hear your name be brought up in a conversation, I freeze and suddenly all the memories we made wash me away from them.
I was wrong when I declared to the world that I’m perfectly fine without you. Because during some cold empty nights that I had no one to talk to, I still think about you and I can’t help but cry.
I still mourn your loss. And maybe that’s why I’m not over you yet.
Maybe the saddest truth is you’re still the man I picture spending the rest of my life with. You’re the only one who could bring the sweetest smile on my lips.
I just want you to know it hurts so bad that I have to live every day without you by my side.
You have no idea what I would trade to have you back in my life, and to give our relationship another try.
I miss you every second that passed by. I wish I knew how to quit you, but, I’m not sure if I ever will.
Wherever you are right now;
Whatever it is that you’re doing,
I hope you think of me the same way that I do.
I’m tired of lying to myself and to everyone because honestly, you’re the only one that I want. You’re the only only one who has the power of filling up the void inside of me that’s slowly eating me alive.
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I still want you to save me from this loneliness, and heal my swelling heart with your love.
I’m afraid that you might hurt me all over again, but there is no fear that could stop me from wanting you back.
I will still remember you in my dreams and days to come!
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