Healing From Narcissistic Abuse: Here’s How To Get Started

Healing From Narcissistic Abuse: Here’s How To Get Started

Narcissistic abuse can be devastating and traumatizing to say the least. In most cases, we suffer from this type of abuse over several years and often it comes from people who we trust and love the most. Narcissistic abuse can not only affect our mental and emotional health but it can also change who we are as a person and how we live the rest of our lives. However, it is possible to heal from the possible PTSD and complex trauma from narcissistic abuse.

 “You are not broken and in need of fixing. You are wounded and in need of healing.” – Danu Morrigan

How Do I Heal from Narcissistic Abuse?

What to do when your heart wants someone that your mind knows is bad for you.

By Dr. Elinor Greenberg

I am often asked some version of the following question by people who are newly out of an abusive relationship with a narcissist. They say:

My ex treated me miserably. By the time they kicked me to the curb, I was a total mess. I had lost my self-esteem and most of my self-confidence. It took me weeks to stop crying. I am in therapy and finally able to function again. Clearly, I know that I am better off without this relationship, but I still fantasize about my ex every day and wish that we could be together. Why can’t I just forget this person and move on?

One of the ways to understand what is going on here is to realize that our minds and our hearts sometimes travel on separate tracks. The key to healing is having them communicate with each other.

Your heart says: I love this person.

Your mind says: It is over. They abused you. You need to get far away and never go back.

This back-and-forth dialogue can go on for a long time without being resolved. These are two entirely different views of the same situation. One view is focused on how good it felt when things were going well and the other is focused on the reality of how everything actually turned out. You do not have to passively wait until something happens to breaks this stalemate. There are things that you can do to speed up your healing and end this emotionally destructive push/pull.

Note: I am using the terms “Narcissist” and “Narcissistic” in this article as shorthand for the much longer phrase: a person who has made a Narcissistic adaptation to a childhood situation and who now manifests a pattern of responses that is generally called a Narcissistic Personality Disorder.

If you are broken

“When we meet and fall into the gravitational pull of a narcissist, we are entering a significant life lesson that involves learning how to create boundaries, self-respect, and resilience. Through trial and error (and a lot of pain), our connection with narcissists teaches us the necessary lessons we need to become mature empaths.” – Mateo Sol

Exercise — Challenge your False Beliefs

Here is a 4 part exercise that can speed up the process of healing:

Part 1 — Write down all your beliefs about your relationship with your narcissistic ex that interfere with you moving on and looking for someone new to love.

Here is my client Laura’s list:

  1. It was my fault he behaved so badly to me.
  2. I could have done something that would have made the situation work.
  3. He is treating his next love better than me because the new person is better than me.
  4. I will never find anyone again that will make me feel as good and as special.

The above list is “heart-based.” The emotional side of Laura longs for what she once had with her ex when things were at its lovely peak. This side of Laura does not want to face the pain of acknowledging her current reality– that she will never have everlasting love and a perfect future with this man. The idea that absolutely nothing can be salvaged from this relationship except wisdom is too painful for Laura to face head-on. Instead, she is trying to persuade her more logical self that there still might be a way to make this relationship work if she got to do it over again.

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