Were you raised by a narcissist? If you were raised by a narcissistic parent, that legacy may affect you in multiple ways.
The following list contains behaviors common among narcissistic parents. As you read through this list you may wish to identify which of these applied to your childhood:
When you were growing up did one or both of your parents:
- Criticize or second-guess your choices?
- Ruin happy times with their selfish behavior?
- Give you gifts with strings attached?
- Forbid you to disagree with them or punish you for doing so?
- Use guilt or pressure to make you put their needs first?
- Have a come-here/go-away style that was confusing and unsafe?
- Behave unpredictably?
- Over-scrutinize you?
- Create drama, scapegoating and disharmony in your family?
- Seem never satisfied with you?
- Play the martyr?
- Become unhinged by your questions or independence?
- Tell you that you could trust them, then disappoint or use you?
- Minimize or ridicule your feelings and desires?
- Need to be the center of attention or dominate conversations?
- Leave you feeling trapped, unloved, hopeless or helpless?
Each of these parental behaviors can leave lasting, negative legacies. A key step in moving on from a negative legacy is to recognize any connections between your upbringing and present-day unwanted behaviors.
Want to have a deeper look into what kinds of things a narcissistic parent says or does? Read 9 Psychologically Damaging Things We Say To Our Children All The Time
The following table shows possible connections between unhealthy patterns in your adult life and narcissistic parental behaviors in your childhood.
You may want to initially read down just the left-hand side of the table and identify any of the 13 patterns you experience as an adult. Then, for each pattern you identified, you may wish to go back and read the possible connection from your childhood listed on the right-hand side of the table.
Possible connections between unhealthy patterns in your adult life and narcissistic parental behaviors:
Human behavior is complex and it would be a simplification to say that if your parent did X, you will automatically do Y. But narcissistic parenting is a powerful influence on children and it is important to take stock of your past.
How you coped
As a child, acknowledging the truth about your narcissistic parent when you had little power or resources to do anything about it could have been devastating. As a result, you may have learned to ignore the dysfunction, acted as if it was normal, blamed yourself for it, or counted the days until you could leave home.
Such coping strategies may have helped you emotionally survive a difficult childhood — and it is important to honor whatever helped you survive in childhood — but those coping strategies may manifest later in life in self-defeating ways like some of the 13 patterns listed in the table above.