I know you’re busy and might not have time for a relationship.
You’re not one to make relationships your priority. Maybe because you’ve done it before and it didn’t work out and you realized not to make the same mistake twice. So you’ve filled your life with other things that are more important.
But I also know those are excuses you tell yourself.
Despite how busy you are or how much you have on your plate, you and I both know something is missing. Emotionally people are conditioned to need others but I know how much that scares you.
It scares you to let someone in.
Like if you put your guard down and someone finds out all these things about you, they’ll either reject you or leave with every secret. You’re afraid of letting anyone but your friends that close so you push people away.
But I know deep down you really want to.
But the only reason you’re pushing people away and running away as often as you do is because you want someone to overcome the challenges you put before them. You want someone to work and prove they deserve you.