After a breakup, have you ever wished to go back to your ex? Interestingly, many people seem to consider going back to their former flame for a myriad of reasons. But the important question is, who are the people who are most eager to go back to their ex, and what does that say about them?
We don’t like endings. We don’t like to lose things. That’s especially true when what we’re losing is central to our lives and helps define who we are as a person. That’s why ending a romantic relationship hurts.
In high-quality relationships, we grow close to our partner in ways that make us a better person (Aron et al. 2013). Even if the relationship wasn’t ideal, your life was enmeshed with the relationship and your ex-partner, making a sense of loss inevitable. In fact, the more your previous relationship was part of who you are as a person (e.g., “I’m their girl/boyfriend” “We’re a couple”), the more likely you are to feel that you’ve lost part of your own identity when the relationship ends (Lewandowski et al., 2006).
When we experience a loss of self like this, it makes us question how well we know ourselves (Slotter et al., 2010). These reductions in self-concept clarity can create confusion about our sense of self and have been linked to depression symptoms (Richman et al., 2016).
When we’re confronted with loss it’s natural to want a quick fix. We just want the negative feelings to end and to try to repair or reclaim what we lost. The easiest way to do that is by getting back together with the former partner.
New research from Morgan Cope of Florida Atlantic University and Brent Mattingly of Urisinus College explored the desire to rekindle past relationships. The researchers had 180 participants (average age of 34) think about a recent breakup and how much they wanted to get back together with their former partner (e.g., “I tried to spend time with my ex-partner” and “I tried to rekindle my relationship with my ex-partner”).
Participants also answered questions about their attachment anxiety (e.g., “I need a lot of reassurance and love from my partner”), and self-concept clarity (e.g., “In general, I have a clear sense of who I am and what I am”).
As predicted, participants who needed more reassurance and love in their relationships (i.e., those high in attachment anxiety), were more interested in getting back together. A major reason was that greater attachment anxiety coincided with greater confusion over who they were as a person (i.e., lower self-concept clarity), which was also associated with wanting to rekindle the past relationship.
These findings suggest an interesting dynamic that may happen after a breakup. Losing a relationship can be a destabilizing experience that creates self-confusion, especially for those with greater attachment anxiety. The natural reaction to this turmoil is to reinvigorate the past relationship in order to decrease the self-concept confusion the breakup caused.
That is if you felt like your partner helped make you feel like “you,” the obvious solution to not feeling like yourself is to bring back the person who helped make you feel whole. Or, as the study title cleverly suggests, individuals are “putting me back together by getting back together.”
Perhaps a more important question is, “Should you get back together with an ex?” The simple answer is likely no. Though going back to a past relationship may be an easy solution, it’s often not the best approach (Dailey et al., 2009), and may only prolong the distress.
If you’re not sure about getting back together, or about leaving the relationship in the first place, there’s an easy way to help you make a decision.
Check out the new book of Gary W. Lewandowski Jr., Stronger Than You Think: The 10 Blind Spots That Undermine Your Relationship…and How to See Past Them, to know more about relationships, and how to handle them.
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Written By Gary W. Lewandowski Jr. Originally Appeared In Psychology Today