6 Painful Ways Emotional Abuse Changes You

6 Painful Ways Emotional Abuse Changes You

Emotionally abusive relationships change your life.

Life after an emotionally abusive relationship is far from being the calm after the storm. In fact, it can be confusing and extremely difficult. It feels like your entire world has turned upside down. You stayed this long because you loved that person so much, and you truly believed they were going to change. Your good days were probably amazing or close to it, but the bad days were beyond bad, they were scarring and detrimental to your own mental health.

Your life has officially changed, and this is what it will be like after emotional abuse.

Unbeknownst to you, those bad days, filled with those horrendous, unforgiving words said over and over and over, for a long period of time are what’s changed you to your very core. Sadly, once it’s over, you may not be able to recognize yourself for a while. At the end of the day, you loved that person, but they let you down in more ways than one. They hurt you for far too long, and as a result, the emotionally abusive relationship ended, and you are left forever altered from it all.

 

1. Your idea of a relationship is now pretty messed up.

Once an emotionally abusive relationship ends, any previous ideas of what the terms ‘relationship’ and ‘love’ actually meant to you are completely thrown out the window. You may have entirely new definitions for these words now, you even love differently. You loved this person and you know in your heart that they loved you too, but the love wasn’t enough to stop the emotional abuse. In an effort to heal the scars on your heart, you attempt to redefine love, but you’re too damaged right now to find the true meaning.

Let me clarify, emotional abuse can come in many different forms. This includes manipulation and control, name-calling, putting someone down, belittling them, and making empty threats. From comments like “You’re fat,” “you’re ugly,” “you’re going nowhere in life,” to phrases like, “I don’t want you going out with your friends tonight,” “If you walk out that door, you just wait and see what’ll happen when you come back…” these things will severely start to take a toll on your mind making you feel worthless and insecure. Especially if you’re consistently hearing these things for an extended period of time.

After all is said and done, you will have to retrain your brain as to what is healthy versus what is not. The more distance you get from the emotional abuse, the more you will start to realize just how much all of it changed your perceptions of love and romance.

This becomes more apparent once you move onto a new, healthy relationship. You soon understand that it was never okay for you to be spoken to in that way, regardless of how that person may have tried to justify it at the time. You will begin to learn what life is like without the negativity, control, and mind games. That’s the one and only thing you can thank your ex for, teaching you what love doesn’t look like.

 

2. You have difficulty trusting others, and yourself.

After someone you love lets you down for so long, attempting to have trust becomes challenging and painful. All those times you believed they were going to change, that they wouldn’t speak to you that way again… it always came crashing down at one point or another.

So often the phrase, “We’ve been doing good for a few weeks now,” comes into play in an emotionally abusive relationship. This phrase is essentially implying that the few weeks have been “normal,” meaning an absence of fights or disrespectful outbursts from your significant other. That never lasts long, though. When the charade ends, the mental abuse starts all over again.

This cycle is vicious, and it is why most of us stick around in an emotionally abusive relationship and it’s because we hang on to those good moments for dear life. We want so badly to believe that the good moments are here to stay. But after almost believing that that person may have truly changed this time around, you’re suddenly let down all over again.

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