No matter what storm you pass through in life, never give up. Fall down, get up and slay!
Linda: Morihei Ueshiba is the originator of Aikido. He was a gifted marital artist and a great spiritual teacher. Mitsugi Saotome Shihan was a student of Ueshiba for fifteen years in Japan, and then went on to become an accomplished Akido master himself.
Shiban recounts a profound teaching story about addressing Ueshiba saying, “Your techniques are perfect! You never make any mistakes. You never lose your center!” To which his wise, accomplished teacher replied, “I lose my center frequently. I just find it again so quickly that you can’t see it.”
When we are learning any new skill, there is a process of moving forward and then slipping backward. Developing new relationship skills is the same way. We make more skillful choices and then relapse into our old patterns. This pattern shows up repeatedly when we are attempting to develop better conflict management skills.
We may intellectually appreciate that both of us contribute to an argument when they occur, but in the emotion of the moment, it sure looks like it’s the other person’s fault. And every cell in our body may want to blame them and make them wrong, wrong, wrong.
Although the impulse to project blame onto the other person can be very strong when a couple is caught in a pattern of resistance or control, it’s often the case that both partners have, in some way, contributed to the breakdown and the ensuing frustration that has come as a result. But the truth of that understanding can be eclipsed by the intensity of emotion that sweeps us away momentarily.
At the first possible moment, we can re-engage the neo-cortex in the brain in order to think more creatively.
We can begin to investigate what we may have to do with the breakdown in the first place. And then we can explore what we can do in this moment to soothe ourselves and soothe our partner so that we don’t frighten them or put them on the defensive.
It’s easy to misjudge and underestimate the way in which we’re coming across to our partner when we’re experiencing strong emotions and unmet needs.
One person may think that “I’m just expressing my feelings,” while the person on the receiving end feels like they just got clobbered with a heavy hammer.
This is often the case in situations in which there has been a long term accumulation of unspoken resentments that begin to come pouring out when there is finally a degree of receptivity after a period of prolonged silence.
It’s not unusual for one person in the relationship to be more acutely aware of and sensitive to a loss of freedom and personal power, and the other to be more concerned about the health and stability of the relationship.