Have you ever said you want to do something but then you didn’t actually do it?
How many good habits have you started that never stuck? How many bad habits have you wanted to stop but failed? How many online courses or in person classes have you started and not completed? How many gym memberships have you signed up for but then never went?
There’s hope. There’s a reason this is happening and that means there’s a solution. You CAN actually do what you say you want to do.
Three years ago I shared a story of how I wrestled with this wanting to but not actually doing thing. Recently I found myself wrestling again, but to do something different than last time. Still the reason is the same so the how to will work again for me and it’ll work for you too.
HERE’S THE STORY.
It’s a story both of failure and success. A story of how I moved from one to another and you can too.
I was one of those people that others love to hate – until I wasn’t. You know the kind.
- The kind that have what you wish you had.
- The person who always seems to get a promotion when you are stuck in the same place.
- The mom who gives birth in what feels like five seconds when you go through hours of painful labor.
- The classmate that always aces the test without studying while you barely eek out a passing grade.
- The guy who can eat his weight in cheeseburgers never gaining a pound while you eat lettuce and gain water weight.
I’m sure you understand now. Guy or girl, it doesn’t matter. It’s the feeling of inequity. Life does not dish out fairness. But
We have the ability to choose how to respond
And me. I was one of those people. I used to smoke cigarettes and could quit whenever I felt like it. It pissed people off. They were jealous. I’d smoke a half a pack a day. But then decide another day, I just didn’t want to anymore and would stop.
But therein lies the secret and I’ll bet you missed it. I did. Until it was missing. What was missing?
My want to do
I had quit smoking before I got married. Something my husband was very happy about. He knew I had smoked before but was very glad I was not a smoker when we got together. However, after I had my first child I started smoking again.
My husband watched the baby one night for me to go to a Bible study. When I got home, I told him I had to tell him something.
It sounded ominous. I saw the fear in his eyes. I told him I had stopped on the way to the study to buy a pack of cigarettes. Instead of being angry he was relieved it wasn’t something more earth shattering like me being unfaithful. No, I had just started smoking again.
No reason why. I just nonchalantly started again like I had before. I smoked for a while until I felt like I should quit. Everyone knows it’s not good for you. So I thought I’d quit just like I had all those other times.
But this time it was hard.
- I was confused.
- I didn’t understand.
- How come it was hard?
- I had quit lots of times before.
I kept trying to quit over and over. No success, only failure. I beat myself up inside. I understood the jealousy others had had of me. I struggled. Over and over. Until that night. I got an epiphany. An aha moment. We were at a friend’s house hanging out playing cards and I was in the cycle of not smoking in my attempt to quit.
The urge to smoke got so strong I couldn’t stand it. I asked my husband to go to the store and get me a pack of cigarettes and I started smoking again. Beating myself up, I cried out to God asking him what my problem was. Telling him what he already knew about how I had quit all those times before and it was easy and this is hard and what is going on?
He answered me. It was simple. It was hard to hear. He told me that I didn’t want to. Not really.
I had a wish for it but not a want.
I wished but didn’t will.
I didn’t want to do.
Facing that inner self-deception is painful.
But then he gave me a gift.
He gave me the way to get what I needed.
He told that he can give me the want to if I want it.
He referred to a verse in the Bible that says it is God who works in us both to will and to do…gives us the desire and the ability to act upon it…
It was what I needed.
I needed the want to.
I wanted the want to.
I asked him to give me the want to do.
Over time (I don’t remember how long, but not real long) I got that want to and I quit smoking without anguish. I have never forgotten that lesson. Now I ask for help to want to do things I wish I wanted to do because I want the outcome but find in me the lack of actual will to choose what is good for me.
Did you get that?
When I want something that is good for me but I don’t want to do what it takes to make whatever change is required, I ask for help. Without the want to I won’t make the change. I’ll procrastinate. I’ll wish. Even complain. But I won’t make any change.
That is when I need to ask God for the want to do.
The will is the third part of our soul and without it, we are at the mercy of the mind and emotions. The will has the power to drive the other two but that is not how it is designed. The three need to be interdependent for harmony on our insides (but that is for another article).
- My emotions wanted to smoke.
- My mind wanted to quit.
- My will needed to side with my mind.
The will is a powerful thing we must employ to overcome obstacles.
Like Misty Copeland. She was told she could not be a ballerina. She had the wrong body and she was too old at 13 years of age. Two obstacles. She could not get a new body nor get any younger. She became a ballerina anyways. She used her will to propel herself and here she is in this short commercial for UnderArmour™ She is amazing. Take ONE minute to watch this video.
I Will What I Want. – Misty Copeland
Misty overcame her obstacle.
I overcame my obstacle to quit smoking. I will overcome my obstacle with this new challenge.
What obstacle do you have?
Do you need the will power of a yes or a no?
The proverb is true. Where there is a will there is a way.
Do you wish? Do you will? Do you want to do what you say you want to do.?
Let me know in the comments. I will be your cheerleader.
Even if your will lacks want. There is still a way. You can ask for help two ways.
- Pray and ask God to help you like I did.
- Secure a coach to come alongside you to help. I offer a free initial consultation here.
Written by: Danielle Bernock Originally appeared on: Daniellebernock.com Republished with permission