This Is When You Are Gonna Miss Her Most

This Is When You Are Gonna Miss Her Most

Have you ever felt like you’re left with the feeling like something is missing? Something very important is gone and no matter how you try, you won’t get it back. It’s her. That is the time you miss her.

She’s not the type of person you miss when she leaves. In fact, you might not even notice she’s gone initially… because well you thought she’d always be there.

She’ll casually go without a goodbye or some grand exit because it was hard for her to give up on you. It was hard for her to walk away and not look back. It was hard for her to accept no matter how hard she tried, you never were going to reciprocate was she both wanted and deserved.

She was around and gave you so much attention so often you took her for granted. You’re still going to think she’s someone you can pick and choose when you want to. What you don’t realize is she made the choice to walk away already.

And it broke her heart to do so. But she had to because you left her with no other choice. If you weren’t going to appreciate her presence she’d make you realize what you lost in her absence.

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Missing her.

This Is When You Are Gonna Miss Her Most
You’ll miss her one day.

It’s going to happen when you least expect it. You’ll see her somewhere and she might not even notice you at first. She’ll be so consumed by the attention of someone else.

A smile. A nod. A casual conversation where you’re talking but not actually saying anything.

You’ll look at this person who is making her smile so big and that’s when it’s going to hit how pretty she is when she’s happy. But you never saw that side of her because all you did was disappoint her and let her down and bring out the worst of her.

You never saw how torn up she was about every little thing. But she lost sleep over you. You spent too much time talking about yourself. Too much time emotionally invested. And when you’re emotionally invested in someone you don’t see how bad they are for you sometimes.

Maybe someone will mention her in conversation and ask you how she’s doing because there was a time you knew. There was a time you were very much a part of her life and so involved you could answer on her behalf because you knew about every good day and a bad one.

You’ll freeze for a moment and you’ll answer good but the truth is you’re finding out about her life the way everyone else is. Through social media. Instagram posts. FB updates. Snap stories. And you aren’t hearing from her firsthand like you used to.

It’s Going To Hurt A Bit Once You Realize That.

You’ll go to text her and you’ll realize you don’t even know how to say hello. You’ll realize there are so many things you want to tell her. And you think back to a time when every conversation she made about you.

Even when you ignored her she’d send a double text continuing to try and keep the conversation going. You’ll stare at her name on your phone, looking back at the date of the last time you spoke and you’ll realize how long it’s been. But what’s going to hurt more is that it took you this long to realize she was already gone.

What’s Going To Hurt Is The Moment You Realize You Did Nothing To Make Her Want To Stay.

You’ll miss the little details of her life even the things she used to complain about.

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