I Always Feel Awkward Doing Small Talk

I always feel awkward doing small talk,
but at the same time I can’t just tell random people
how I really feel or what I really think about,
things that might freak them out
or cause a confrontation. So I think through everything
before and then again after I say it,
and yet I still mess up sometimes
and become a giant ball of anxiety.
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