The thing is, you meet people, talk to them, laugh. But there’s a world within you, full of dreams and fantasies, that you don’t dare share with anyone. I wonder if those that claim to know you really know you at all.
I wanna tell someone, cry in their arms and talk about everything
but then I remember there is no one who would want to listen
I don’t waste time in small talks. Either you are close to me and I talk to you for hours or you don’t exist in my world and I don’t like you, your voice, and your words. There is nothing in between, nothing.
– Rahul Kaushik
Maybe we shouldn’t talk. Maybe we should remove each other from each other’s life completely. Maybe. Maybe you’ll never be with me. Maybe you’ll never realize how good I’d be to you. Maybe you’ll push me away forever. Maybe you’ll use me another 3 times giving me more false hope. Maybe you’ll call me next week in the middle of be night confessing your love to me. Maybe you’ll look at me and see how perfect I am for you. Maybe you’ll realize how much I put up with for you and what I’d do for you. Maybe you’ll decide to let me love you. Maybe you’ll say fuck it and be with me. Maybe you’ll let me in. Maybe. Maybe. Maybe. Maybe I won’t be here when that happens.
– I left this time
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Recap of my life
I meet someone
I get attached
I feel myself changing, I don’t even laugh the same anymore, I don’t smile the same, or talk the same, I’m just so tired of everything.
“If we’re going to talk, then let’s talk. Forget about what is polite or proper and delve right into what is sincere and honest. Lead me down through the labyrinth of your true, spectacular self. I am not interested in pleasantries. If you want a conversation, then let’s get lost.”
– Beau Taplin • R e a l T a l k
I’m an introvert, not an asshole. Of course, I want to be your friend, I just never want to see you or talk to you.
You smile, but you wanna cry. You talk, but you wanna be quiet. You pretend you’re happy, but you aren’t.
‘People think you’re crazy if you talk about things they don’t understand.’
– Elvis Presley
I learn a good deal
by merely observing you,
and letting you talk as long as you please,
and taking note of what you do not say.
– T.S. Eliot
“Some people survive and talk about it. Some people survive and go silent. Some people survive and create. Everyone deals with unimaginable pain in their own way, and everyone is entitled to that, without judgment. So the next time you look at someone’s life covetously, remember…you may not want to endure what they are enduring right now, at this moment, whilst they sit so quietly before you, looking like a calm ocean on a sunny day. Remember how vast the ocean’s boundaries are. Whilst somewhere the water is calm, in another place in the very same ocean, there is a colossal storm.”
— Nikita Gill, People Survive in Different Ways
I wanted to talk about it. Damn it. I wanted to scream. I wanted to yell. I wanted to shout about it. But all I could do was whisper, “I’m fine.”
Come lay with me for hours so we can talk thousands of nothings while it means millions of somethings.
I feel myself changing, I don’t even laugh the same anymore, I don’t smile the same, or talk the same, I’m just so tired of everything, mentally.
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