To the Moon and never back, Itโs 2:45 A.M., in the morning; I was awakened by or switched on by my conscious thoughts and now Iโm lying on my bed with my eyes wide open gazing at the sky from my window and unthinkingly thinking โIโm such a look at the moon personโ, Arenโt I?
Why donโt you sleep at night? Nights are made for sleep, Donโt you know? And why do you love darkness or night more than lights? I was questioned by many people in my life and they all ask the same question. So, in that case, I have a confession to make. โIโm a nyctophiliacโ, whoโre they? The nyctophiliac is someone who has a condition called nyctophilia.
So, why being nyctophiliac is a blessing? Or why I consider this condition as a blessing?
I love nights, I like to stay up so late at night because those hours at night are so quiet, so calm, so comfortable, so silent, itโs like no oneโs around, just you and the silent night, like youโre sitting on the roof top with a cup of coffee gazing at the stars trying to make all the constellations you can, sometimes I look at the stars and try to connect all the dots to form a beautiful picture of my love and believe me it appears as the most beautiful picture youโll ever come across, sometimes I wish to sit outside with someone and talk all night or play music for her all night, dance beneath the Moon and stars with her and sometimes I have a peaceful conversation with the Moon, the Moon who knows everything; all your stories, all your pain, all your aches, your all forgotten memories or sometimes not so forgotten, because only it knows that just like it, I too have gone through many phases. I love Moon as itโs light lighten up my empty soul thoroughly. If youโll ever feel lonely just look up at the Moon and think that somewhere someone is looking at the same Moon and who knows maybe in the same wayโฆ
Lights are easy to fall in love and most of the people love doing easy things, so instead try to fall in love with nights or the darkness; it just consumes the entire you, there are so many things to see, to feel at night like moonlight, fireflies, stars, itโs like youโre dreaming with your eyes open. Nights are so pure, more intense, nights are not endure itโs just a blessing, blessing to those who enjoy it.
Being nyctophilia is like youโre asleep and awake at the very same time, itโs like youโre sleeping in arms of the Moon with open eyes and awake in your own thoughts, in those pure thoughts.
Well, thereโs something unspoken about the dark, something that can never be defined thoroughlyโฆWell, the things of nights/darkness cannot be explained in the daylight as those things donโt exist in the day.
โNights are dark, darkness is magic, magic is love, love is solitude, solitude is peace and peace is essential to liveโ.
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