“Who did that to you? Who fucked you up so bad, emotionally and mentally that you’ve completely shut down anyone who tries to help you. You don’t talk about your feelings, you push kind people away, and you let negative people in. You refuse to open up and let someone love or care about you. Who fucking did that to you?”
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Too many to count at this point but this last one almost cost me my sanity and my very life. I'm eternally grateful to anyone who has offered me support or who has tried to help me throughout the years. They tell me that I've been hurt so many times and so badly by those I have put my trust in that I'm incredibly damaged to the point of not having any idea of who I can trust or who I can't. When you've been told on a regular basis by the people you love that your crazy, imagining things, that your emotions and opinions don't matter and you have been treated like you're worthless, ugly or just as an object that's only good for sexual gratification, you start to believe those very things about yourself.
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