With a smile and a tear, I said “Yes”, I fell in love with myself.

With a smile and a tear, I said "Yes", I fell in love with myself.

I told you if you loved me, don’t let me go. I was going through a shift in consciousness. I begged for you to have patience. I understand the last 6 years were challenging. You saw me sway like a tethered boat, the ups, and downs. We had a great loss that we both needed to heal from. During this time, I found myself at the end of the void, reaching out my hand to you. Begging you to have an open heart and mind. What I discovered was the holy grail. I was so excited to tell you what I have found, I realized then as I was telling you, trying to grasp and explain in words that could not offer any explanation. You thought I was crazy and the look that you gave me broke my heart. To be honest, I thought I was going crazy myself, However, I know what I saw and what I felt was true. Instead of listening, you judged me. So, I took the quantum leap of faith.

When I awoke, everything was so different yet so familiar. The colors were brighter and I felt more like home than I have ever felt. For the first time in years, I saw you and us on a higher level. I was looking down at the situation and realizing that it all was supposed to be. Exactly how it was. I realized then that our paths have divided. I know you were upset and hurting and the hurtful words said were only the child inside screaming and projecting the pain. I kept a clear head and with my highest intentions for all and most importantly myself, I forged my own path. I came out the other side where I could no longer see you or feel you. I came out the other side and I found my family. Not just any family, but the family I have forgotten about. There is when I found myself, a small light that has been burning this whole time, I fanned it with my intention and it burst into flames. And when you asked me before I left, “Are you in love with someone else?” With a tear in my eye, I said “Yes, I fell in love with my self for the very first time” I let the single tear drop down her cheek and walked out the door. As soon as I walked out, she felt the spirit in a single breeze dry her tear up in an instant. This is where my story started because I remembered who I truly was. Not what I thought I was, but what my eternal being was. This was not another chapter ending, this was a continues story to a neverending story that we all have. When you said I would never amount to anything, I smiled and said I AM ALL THAT I AM. I realized I had the power the entire time all I had to do was surrender and remember I know my purpose and why I came back here.

I will not allow anyone to get in my way, This is my creed, this is the fulfillment of my soul contract. Everything that I have been through as led up to this point in the NOW. It has been beautifully orchestrated for me to be here at this moment and this is just the beginning. I am now taking control of my own destiny and will achieve my dreams and my mission for World Peace, bringing heaven to earth. You have seen my decent now watch me rise. I beat the rhythm of the collective drums, with a torch in our hands we forge through the path for all follow. Take my hand, we march on.

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