I am a sensitive soul, I can say that I’m more soul than flesh. I’ve trusted people because I was hoping that they have a heart like mine, and this has gotten me in trouble. I’ve learned from many painful experiences that not everyone who smiles back to you is your friend. I’ve learned that if the person that you wanted, hasn’t loved you back, this doesn’t mean that the end has arrived. You don’t have to assume that something is wrong with you or you’re not enough. It was just a chapter and not each relationship that hasn’t worked should be treated as a failure. More, I still believe in true love, I believe in those special moments like, holding hands, stargazing, sitting in bed during rainy days. I believe there are devoted men who can love a woman in a thousand ways.
I’m the kind of person that will walk away when she’ll not feel appreciated. I’ll cry in front of the mirror but when you’ll ask me what’s wrong I’ll pretend that I’m ok, because I’m bored with unnecessary drama. I like staring at couples who walk by the street and I imagine myself being the one whose hand is being held. I imagine perfect moments in my head, and then I wait for them to happen.
And I’m a hopeless romantic. I’ll not allow “anyone” to raid into my space, my world, and to pretend that he really cares for me. That’s why I’ve become cold and I’ve built an empire of walls around me. I was sure that it will be broken only by a deserving man. I’m weird, I know. But, I don’t want this to stop you from loving me. Love me just the way I am, and I promise you, I’ll give a thousand reasons to love me.
I’m proud of who I am. I’ve raised myself as the best version of myself and I continue to grow. The best thing that I can say about myself is that I am still learning.