They freak out on me…
Not because I am strong,
Not because I am demanding
And not because I am a bitch…
They freak out on me because I am not…
Because I am aware, understanding and honest
Because I am genuine and down to earth
Because I don’t hide my feelings or conceal my flaws
Because I am proud but I also manage my ego
Because I know what I want and what I can’t do with or without
Because I have the strength to fight for what I believe in and what I want but I don’t pick a fight
Because I can persuade and be persuaded
Because I share my feelings, say what I mean and do as I say
Because I remind them of who they are and what they can become
Because I mirror their inner self which becomes more at ease around me
Because I show them their true abilities and possibilities
I can hold as much as I want to be held
I give all the things I need
I listen as long as I talk
I dance, laugh, read and cook
I know my music
I ask when I don’t know
I apologies when I do wrong
I promise and deliver
They freak out on me because my light doesn’t blur their vision
They freak out on my because my consistency doesn’t invade their privacy
They freak out on me because they are scared not of me but of having me!
Having what they once dreamed of and not being able to handle it
Having a dream come true and worried to ever have to wake up from it
Having what they thought impossible is actually possible and they would suffer no more
Having to stand up from themselves and take what they always wanted to make their own!
They freak out on me because I don’t freak out on them…
Because they can tell me anything and everything
Because with me they can no longer divert or conceal… but may also heal
They freak out on me because the idea of them not matching what I bring to the table freaks them out!
#lia
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