This How I’d Fallen Out Of Love Of Him

 June 22, 2018

This How I'd Fallen Out Of Love Of Him

“This is how I’d fallen out of love of him:

I didn’t. It just that one day I woke up, and I just.. I just didn’t feel anything for him. Not love, not like not hate, nor anger, not even sadness or disappointment, just… nothing. Like my heart entered a sudden oblivion, and it just forgot. It forgot to remember to care for him or to think of him, and in a blink of an eye, everything about him, every feeling I associated with him is erased, and he didn’t matter anymore. Like he never really mattered at all.

And I’m okay with it. I mean, it’s a lot like looking at a blank grey canvas, what do you suppose to feel about it? Nothing, right? Nothing and just okay.”

— cynthia go // This is how I’d fallen out of love with him // excerpt from a book i’ll never write #33

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