This How I’d Fallen Out Of Love Of Him

This How I'd Fallen Out Of Love Of Him

“This is how I’d fallen out of love of him:

I didn’t. It just that one day I woke up, and I just.. I just didn’t feel anything for him. Not love, not like not hate, nor anger, not even sadness or disappointment, just… nothing. Like my heart entered a sudden oblivion, and it just forgot. It forgot to remember to care for him or to think of him, and in a blink of an eye, everything about him, every feeling I associated with him is erased, and he didn’t matter anymore. Like he never really mattered at all.

And I’m okay with it. I mean, it’s a lot like looking at a blank grey canvas, what do you suppose to feel about it? Nothing, right? Nothing and just okay.”

— cynthia go // This is how I’d fallen out of love with him // excerpt from a book i’ll never write #33

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Heather Guthrie

I can relate to this…

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