It’s crazy isn’t it .
The person you thought you could be with forever ,
Left you .
They left you so gently , the pain wrapped you up like a warm blanket .
They left you so quietly , you only heard their silent cries .
The world ended when they left ,
like angels suddenly decided to abandon you at the dark swamp .
However , you still hold up to them .
You breathe with them , sleep with them , eat with them , you even repeat the conversation that you used to have with them .
When you opened your eyes ,
It was just floating air and empty space .
It’s okay to pretend that they still live in your life , in the matter of fact they do .
They are part of you now .
Whoever you are today ,
are bits and pieces from the past and present .
They left ,
Yet they did not empty your heart .
They filled you up with love in return .
They gave you such amazing impact ,
They inspired you to be greater than yourself .
You loved them ,
And you still do .
You could never get over them because you don’t think you would ever meet someone like them anymore .
Trust me , when i say this .
Someone will walk into your life again ,
Someone who will love you as much as they did .
It’s okay to remain feelings for a person ,
stay put ,
not moving on .
Because deep down we need a person in our heart to hang on to ,
To feel less shitty when you had a shitty day .
They might not remain a place in your heart as your lover .
But they are certainly not a stranger .
Their existence calmed your chaos ,
keeping the warm fire burning inside you ,
It’s okay to keep them in your heart .
But it’s important to not to let them affect you emotionally .
Remember who runs the heart ?
You respect yourself ,
And you respect them ,
by not interrupting each other’s life .
Both of you might cross paths again ,
When the time is right ,
When the stars aligned ,
When both of you are ready for another adventure .
But meanwhile , keep your eyes and your heart open .
You never know who is the right one
until they choose to stay .
If this person ever came into your life ,
Send them blessings ,
And love , even if the love did not return .
A person who full with self love does not need the reassurance of love .