What we have, we never seek.
This is why people often get attracted to others who are completely different from them.
Relationships aren’t just about togetherness and connection. They are also about the spaces of separateness.
While togetherness time promotes greater understanding and connection between both partners, the times between experiences of connection are just as important to the health and sustainment of the relationship. When partners are together, they naturally tend to be attentive (in varying degrees) to the needs, concerns, and experiences of each other. This attentiveness is not only essential to the well-being of any relationship, but it is a natural aspect of the process of relating verbally or non-verbally, to another person.
Since it’s not possible to direct our attention to more than one thing at a time, when we are doing this (focusing on another’s words, behavior, desires, concerns, needs, or outward behavior), there can be a tendency to de-prioritze our own experience. This isn’t necessarily a bad thing.
Too much attention to self can be as problematic (although it creates different problems) as too much attention to another.
The former can promote excessive self-centeredness and an exaggerated sense of self-importance and a tendency to be pre-occupied with our own desires, while the latter predisposes us to neglect or diminish the importance of our own needs in favor of those of others.
Some of us are inclined to focus our attention on our partner, sometimes to the point at which we lose ourselves in the process, often resulting in neglecting essential needs and concerns that require our attention. This is often done in the hope or with the expectation that our partner will reciprocate and give us the attention that we crave and in so doing, fulfill our needs and desires.
As many of us have discovered the hard way, this expectation often is unfulfilled, frequently causing disappointment, resentment, and arguments.
If you’re someone who tends to focus more of your attention on your partner than yourself, chances are pretty good that you have attracted or do attract partners who do the opposite, that is focus more of their attention on themselves than on the relationship or at least more than you think they “should”. The opposite, of course, also applies.
This pattern is governed by the law of complementarity; that is the inclination to be drawn towards others whose tendencies complement or fit together in a way that creates a more complete or whole system. They provide a counterbalance to each other and in doing so prevent the relationship from becoming unstable and geared towards one extreme or another.
For example, the way that free-spenders often find themselves drawn towards penny-pinchers, or how introverts and extroverts find themselves in relationship, or how highly ambitious strivers can be attracted to relaxed, laid back pleasure-seekers, or how intimacy-cravers find themselves with solitude-lovers. Left to their own devices, or in relationship with another kindred spirit like themselves, those of either side of the equation would, in all likelihood be leading an unbalanced life, one that is always leaning towards whatever side their inclination lies, like a misaligned car.