She didn’t belong anywhere and she never really belonged to anyone. And everyone else belonged somewhere and to someone. People thought she was too wonderful. But she only wanted to belong to someone. People always thought she was too wonderful to belong to them or that something too wonderful would hurt too much to lose. And that’s why she liked him – because he just thought she was crazy. ― C. JoyBell C.
I will begin by apologizing to you for acting so weird and being crazy lately.I have no idea what is wrong with me. At the beginning I thought I was behaving thus because of how you were treating me but then I released that it has to be me and I am at fault. And I am utterly disappointed with myself to have assumed otherwise.
It is probably because of my won hormonal imbalances that I felt I was so crazy. Do you remember that instant when I asked you to comment on the flaw in my body and you did. I was so overcome with anger and rage once you did it. That was so out of line of me to have a feeling and I should have a thicker skin. I was so unlike myself that I feel embarrassed.
I want to apologize for the times when I flew into rage at you while you were exchanging numbers with the girls in the bar. No, not that girl, the other girl – the one that looked like me but just a little prettier than me! How insecure was I to be upset with you disrespecting me blatantly on my face!
I should have known that you have not done anything purposefully to hurt me. It was natural to do so at that circumstance. Silly me, what a loon! I’m genuinely surprised you haven’t locked me up on a funny farm yet the way I fly off the handle!
I have to reiterate that I am really sorry for all my madness.
And remember that time I had a feeling about the way the things you did affected me?! Every meaningless behavior on my part was so absurd. Please resume ignoring my concerns because, as we both know, they are ridiculous.
But by far, the craziest I get is when I want to be treated with respect. There must be a straitjacket somewhere with my name on it! I am really sorry that you had to deal with me like you were always walking on egg shells.
So I guess what I’m trying to do is simply apologize. I hope that next time you treat me like a soggy lump of street trash, you’re able to forgive me when I react like that’s unacceptable. There is no way you could realize that I was so sensitive to deal with. How could you? It’s not your fault too.
And yes, sorry for being sorry!
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