8 Signs You Are Dating A Sociopath

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Sociopath is a big word. We shy away from the idea because it sounds like a movie not real life. Taking a second look at this can save us lots of pain.

Dating a sociopath is something Iโ€™ve done a lot of. I never knew this until I married one. After the big-whammy experience with the con man sociopath who hijacked me for a green card in marriage fraud, and after really grasping how their little minds operate and their quirks and foibles, I know: Iโ€™ve dated a sociopath more than once.

Now I know Iโ€™ve dated one of these weirdo-s twice. Briefly. And about eight, all told have tried to get into my life. One of them got me into a legal marriage. Chances are, you might have known some as well. And, maybe like me,ย you went beyond dating a sociopath and married one.

Read 11 Warning Signs Of A Sociopath in Your Life

They Say One in 25 People is a Sociopath: One in Every Classroom

After the harrowing hideous entanglement and then the restoration of my life after the dirt-bag who hijacked me for a green card, I now know I came across a sociopath for one of the first times in my life in grade school. He was ten years old, and so was I. We were in the 5th grade.

He was super gross. Nobody liked him. He was tough and mean and didnโ€™t fit the profile of that charming sociopath we read about at all. โ€“ But maybe crafting that smoothie exterior comes later in life for these creatures.

I was plagued by his attention. What I didnโ€™t yet know was, thereโ€™d been a bet or a joint plot or some such heinous thing among complicit classmates that he could grab me and kiss me on the playground. Where the heck were the adultsโ€ฆ?

The Moment of Attack Sharpens Small Detail

As it goes down, I suddenly realize Iโ€™m all alone, sitting on a swing. Thereโ€™s nobody else playing, no balls bouncing, no laughingโ€ฆ And no one near me. It dawns on me that the entire 5th and 6th grade are divided into two camps on opposite sides of the blacktop.

The optics of the scenario stretch and pull as they do in moments of impending doom. I see or sense one band of kids far, far away in a corner of the now ghostly playground, hovering in a flock by one of the outbuildings.

A Laser Point of Focus

The more nearby knot of whispering, heaving-with-excitement 10-year-olds backs further away as a lone figure slithers towards me. In this moment, the classical traits of the snake-like qualities of a sociopath shimmer off of this kid whoโ€™s now in the way-too-near-me horizon.

The dirty-haired, pale-skinned predator floats up like on aย Z-axis cameraย dolly, sliding into close-up position. His mouth, open in anticipation or in order to breathe.

Emanating from him, some super-human honing device sucked at me, aligning my body with my soul still inside it right into his orbit. That sensation of two magnets coming together on the right side or the wrong side; will they click and snap together, or hurl away in violent refusal?

Read Dealing With A Sociopath Or Narcissist? Hereโ€™s How To Know

Primal Defenses Kick In: Trust Your Gut

Brave little me looks the prepubescent beast straight in his eyes. At the millisecond I registered his leer, his curled lip revealing tiny, pointy yellowish teeth, my right arm pulls itself back, my hand in a rock-hard fist ready to smash his face. โ€“ Something Iโ€™d never done in my life.

In addition to being deceptive about who they are and about their intention in our lives, sociopaths donโ€™t heed the natural and normal boundaries we have and that we expect others to have.

His eyes open wide from the slits of a hunter; shock replaces the cocky, shit-bag expression on his ugly freckled face. He leans back from his waist and comes closer all at once. He hisses through a clenched jaw, threatening:ย Donโ€™t you hit me. โ€“ I didnโ€™t.

I did look straight into his eyes looking for a person. There wasnโ€™t one. But, he did look scared. Of me. Then I said not a word except a telepathic, silent human-to-beast:ย Donโ€™t you fuck with me.

Those very words werenโ€™t in my head, but surely there were screaming in my five foot two and 98-pound intention. He backed off. The crowds dispersedโ€ฆ And everything after that is a blur. I spent the rest of the 5th grade in the nurseโ€™s office or sitting in the counselorโ€™s room every recess.

Persistence of Predators: They Donโ€™t Heed Boundaries

And then, either before or after that nice day, another fine day this grimy psycho kid shows me a messed up sketch heโ€™d made. Presented it like a gift.

Smeared pencil on a piece of lined notebook paper; so many creases where heโ€™d feverishly folded and unfolded the page in sweaty hands it was almost tattered. It was a crude drawing of an underground fort. Dug from the earth next to a tree, entwined in its roots. He told me this is where he planned to take me and keep me.

Sociopaths Need Normal People to Survive: They Count on Us Not Knowing What They Are

Turns out, I used to be the kind of person sociopaths really like. Someone they like to date, marry, and maybe even kidnap. A lot of us are this kind of person.. because weโ€™re alive and amazing. โ€“ You know, someone these predators sniff out as delicious prey.

And this doesnโ€™t mean weโ€™re stupid, or a doormat, or codependent. โ€” And donโ€™t even go down the road of thinking you, or Iย are sociopath magnetsโ€ฆ The very idea of aย sociopath magnetย implies itโ€™s the targeted prey who are at fault for the fall down the rabbit hole. So not true.

Wanting a relationship and working for it doesnโ€™t mean weโ€™re codependent.ย Nice does not equal doormat.ย Dating a sociopath-con-manย does not signify that weโ€™re stupid. It does indicate our natural goodness and view of the world from the heart and eyes of normal.

Read How To Spot A Sociopath

Weโ€™re Not Stupid: We Do Need to Know and Accept That Monsters Exist

Sociopaths donโ€™t get far or get much to support their lives out ofย stupid. Donโ€™t forget, we unwittingly hold up their world; stupid canโ€™t hold up tier own world and another grown personโ€™s too.

Codependentย simply does not apply as the case of this criminal hijacking arrangement they set up. Itโ€™s more likeย instant hypnosis, and unless youโ€™ve been in it:ย Sit down. โ€“ Thatโ€™s what you can all those people who say:ย Didnโ€™t you knowโ€ฆ? Why didnโ€™t you just leaveโ€ฆ?

What the Beasts Need

The more we learn about what a sociopath is and how to recognize them, you may realize youโ€™ve known a few. Bleeping onto a sociopathโ€™s radar screen as a potential target doesnโ€™t mean thereโ€™s anything wrong with us.

What they do work with, and do a lot with, is our emotions. Thatโ€™s what theyโ€™re afterโ€ฆ They donโ€™t care really aboutย which emotion; they just want a normal human one.

Our natural normal response from the world of normal. Our human emotions based on our ordinary and extraordinary kindness. They want open hearts,ย people who care, and people who donโ€™t know what a predator is and that these revolting creatures existโ€ฆ Even in 5th grade.

Dating a Sociopath:ย 8 Reasons to Suspect Weโ€™re Dating a Sociopath

Sociopaths donโ€™t respond normally to normal things.ย For example, whenย something bad happensโ€ฆ like our pet turtle dies, or our cat gets sick, or we lose a family member, they remain kind of neutral, almost bored, or say something like,ย such a pityย and go on watching Netflix. Or, throw off a blast of ice-cold freeze out.

Narcissistic predators say thingsย likeย I donโ€™t have feelings.ย Orย Iโ€™m going to teach you a lesson,ย and they arenโ€™t talking aboutย tennis or playing the piano. Or when weโ€™re deep in it, as I heard one day from the nut case who hijacked me in marriage,ย I canโ€™t make you do what I want you to, but I can make you wish you had.ย 

Dating a Sociopath

Things Are Unclear and Foggy or Scary or Too Exciting

  • Things feel weirdโ€ฆlike theyโ€™re lying; what they say doesnโ€™t make sense.
  • We spend time coming up with explanations for what they say and defend them to others.
  • Weโ€™re not sure where they live, or where they are when theyโ€™re not with us.
  • They talk about doing something for โ€œusโ€ thatโ€™s something weโ€™ve always wanted and weโ€™re excited beyond anything.
  • The good stuff never happens, but weird stuff does.
  • They seem mostly only semi-interested in things you say.
  • Certain moments theyโ€™re riveted on you, really listening, they answer questions or say things that as โ€œoffโ€.
  • Sometimes when youโ€™re trying to talk with them about something important the room goes out of focus and small things come into focus.

Read D.I.Y. Guide to a Sociopathโ€™s Brain and Psyche

Lying is Life: Lies Are Real and Real is Made Up

Lying deceivers arenโ€™t where they say theyโ€™ll be: We run into themย when they said they couldnโ€™t come out with us or theyโ€™d be somewhere else.

The invader parasite sociopath has a whole world we arenโ€™t in: We come across them out at a club when they said they were staying home โ€“ and then they ignore us, or tell us we should be at home. They donโ€™t join us but freeze us out of their night on the town.

Signs of Dating a Sociopath Include Lots of Disappointment

Being used by a pathological predator involvesย being stood upย with lame explanations or no explanation. If weโ€™re dating a sociopath they might make a date with us and show up two hours late, or not at all. After that, theyโ€™reย mad that weโ€™re mad, and madder that we ask about it. And more than one of us has heard the sociopath weโ€™re dating say,ย donโ€™t question me,ย orย if youโ€™d trust me everything would be okay.

Trust our gut, weโ€™re experts now. We can see a sociopath a mile away. Look them in the eye. Theyโ€™ll know that we know and itโ€™s so delightful to watch them scurry away like the rats they are.

Sociopaths busy themselves โ€œdatingโ€ us and about 800 other people at the same time. They keep things close toย their vest. They sleep with their phones. Lock their phone. Take their phone into the bathroom. Block us from their Facebook.

Dating-sociopaths often, as in within every single moment, overstep the normal social and personal boundaries we all have.

In addition to being deceptive about who they are and about their intention in our lives, sociopaths donโ€™t heed the natural and normal boundaries we have and that we expect others to have.

They Inspire a Sense Of Unease

Itโ€™s not uncommon to have a creepy feelingย like theyโ€™ve been looking through our drawers or catch them looking over our shoulder as we punch in our PIN. There always the quickly shifting and closing of the laptop when we walk into the room.

And, maybe youโ€™ve noticed, predator sociopaths take things. Mysteriously, thereโ€™s money missing from our sock drawer, or from that envelope in between the dusty-never-used dictionary and โ€œEast of Edenโ€ on the bookshelf. โ€“ Especially when theyโ€™re gearing up to exit our lives.

Normal Puts Things In Order

โ€œWhen confronted by the impossible the rational mind will grope for the logical.โ€ ~ Outlander S1:E1 Sessenach

They Come into Focus for What They Are

One day while my new husband wasย at a meeting, I went out to buy something delicious for his dinner. Surprisingly, I ran into him at my bankโ€™s ATM just around the corner.

He was stunned and trying not to show it. โ€“ Caught red-handed more like. โ€“ Wary, surprised and leering, like a cat that thinks they saw something move, but arenโ€™t sure and so waits and watches for it to happen again, ready to pounce; he asked,ย are you following me??

Feeling ungrounded, my brain spun and grasped for something that made sense of finding him, of his words, and to make thingsย rightย because normal humans need that.

My mind sorted the circumstances: He had no personal bank account here, there was onlyย myย account recently-turned-joint-account. He was supposed to be in another area of town at a meetingโ€ฆ since an hour ago.

Read An Educated Empath Is a Sociopathโ€™s Worst Nightmare

Their Oddness Leaves us Without Words

Out of my mouth came a tiny,ย no.ย โ€“ This was the best answer I could come up with to his very odd question.

The mostย normalย response that made me seem not freaked out, because I did know enough to somehow know that I didnโ€™t want him to know that I knew this was very, very weird.

The thing is: Somewhere in my body I was already afraid of this stranger Iโ€™d married. He too wanted things to seemย okay, so he came into the market next door with me. It felt a lot like that encounter with the sociopath child while I was a child, that day on the playground in 5th grade.

I donโ€™t remember grabbing the grocery items, but I do recall being at the checkoutโ€ฆ Where I paid for our groceries while he fiddled with his phone and pretended to reach for his wallet.

Continuing the charade, he came home with me and then left eight minutes later. Truth gathering, observing as if I were a player in a scene revealed him for what he was.

Dating a Sociopath Doesnโ€™t Mean Thereโ€™s Anything Wrong with Us: Sociopaths Need Good People

Dating a sociopath was a recurring theme in my life. Emphasis onย was. Previously, intermingled with great relationships with real people, I found myself dating a sociopath or about three very briefly; I only married one. โ€” Recovery tip: Find humor where ever you can.

The more we learn about what a sociopath is and how to recognize them, you may realize youโ€™ve known a few. Bleeping onto aย sociopathโ€™s radar screen as a potential target doesnโ€™t meanย thereโ€™s anything wrong with us.

It means thereโ€™s everything right with us. It means weโ€™re good, kind people who trust and love as natural, gorgeous humansย innately do. We have every right to be exactly what and who we are.

Knowing is Key

We just plain, flat-out didnโ€™t know such beasts existed, thereโ€™s no way to conceive of something so beyond normal; sociopaths hide behind this perfectly normal human characteristic of not knowing that evil exists and what it looks like. We canโ€™t know what we donโ€™t know until we know it.

Trust our gut, weโ€™re experts now. We can see a sociopath a mile away. Look them in the eye. Theyโ€™ll know that we know and itโ€™s so delightful to watch them scurryย away like the rats they are.

Read 20 Characteristics Of A Con Man Sociopath

Reallyโ€ฆ I did it just yesterday in the mall. Now, we can add knowledge, wisdom, and courage to the mix of our gorgeous selves!

Jennifer Smith, founder of True Love Scam Recovery is an author, public speaker, and international private recovery coach and holds support groups in Los Angeles for those coming out of narcissistic abuse and fraud relationships. Guest contributor to Becoming the Narcissistโ€™s Nightmare. Hear Jennifer interviewed on Mental Health News Radio. Find Jennifer on Instagram @truelovescamrecovery, @truelovescamrecovery_health, and @jennifer_smith_tlsr On Facebook and Pinterest Reach Jennifer at, [emailย protected] โ€“ Jennifer Smith is a pen name.


Written By Jennifer Smith
Originally Appeared On True Love Scam
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