My Life As a Show, Every Single Day. My Make Believe Play Of Living Life My Way.

My Life As a Show

And then I think I decided
ย to be the captain of my fateโ€ฆ
The writer of my story
though I was late.
Stopped saying Yes when it was a Noโ€ฆ
I held my strings tight,
It Felt so right.
Being the puppeteer of my life!

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My Life As a Show

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My life as a show, every single day
The puppeteer as well as the puppet
The controller and the controlled to boot
My make-believe play of living life my way.

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My Life As a Show

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Doll me up
but do not treat me as a doll.
I breathe, move, sway and dance,
but all of my own, for myself.
Un-puppet me from your thoughts,
because I may be dolled up,
ย but I am a girl, not a puppet doll.

My Life As a Show

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With strings stitched to my wrists
Iโ€™m his Barbie doll,
his marinated mannequin
He plays with my flesh
He carves out my skinย 
Iโ€™m my puppeteerโ€™s desires,ย 
his slaved mannequin.
Knitted to a Marionette,
ย tied to my Masterโ€™s nails
Iโ€™m sewed from soul to sheen
Iโ€™m, my Puppeteerโ€™s Mannequin.

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My Life As a Show

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Life hurts sometimes
yet Iโ€™m proud
that I hold myself together,
I pull my strings up
even when Iโ€™m down.
Iโ€™m the master of my fate,
A puppet of my own hands.
Iโ€™m a paradox in myself.

My Life As a Show

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ย How naive I have been all these years
by giving the strings in someone elseโ€™s hands,
ย when it should have been me?. Never again,
I am going to dance to my own rhythm
ย and discover the colors of my prism!

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My Life As a Show

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ย She had her fear,ย 
that broke her.
She held back the tear,
that shook her.
But little did she know
ย that she was nothing
ย but a little puppet
ย with tangled strings
tied to her own fingers.
She was imprisonedย 
in her own world.

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My Life As a Show

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ย My life as a marionette
Canโ€™t cut those strings yet
Need purpose in life
To stop all the strife
I will not continue this road I am on
Pulling these strings until turmoil is gone
When peace is achieved
I as the puppeteer will be relieved

My Life As a Show

ย 

The puppetry that goes on,
on my womanhood,
is not new, is as old as time,
I shed silent tears,
my hands tied,
with invisible strings,
I have forgotten what my life should be,
I live, perform and die accordingย 
to the whims of the society.

My Life As a Show

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ย If only I could be the person I truly am,
ย rather the person they expect me to be.ย 

My Life As a Show

ย 

ย He pulls at her strings.
ย She is the puppet being played
ย by a master at Magic.
ย Only to find herself, crying,
when the strings break.

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My Life As a Show

ย 

ย Nobody can see through the pain
I just have to be a puppet to entertain!

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My Life As a Show

ย 

I put on a show for everyone!
No one knows the real ME!

My Life As a Show

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ย I capitalized on my own grief and sorrows.
to put a good show!


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