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Sometimes all you need is to let it out (Anger, love, happiness, anything)
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I always felt like I’m never enough no matter how hard I tried to fulfill that expectation no matter how often I day dreamed about it I always will never be enough because I am the youngest child and I’m always seen like I’m weak I couldn’t do shits because people think that I’m fine with it and I can’t even communicate because my dad won’t even teach me fucking how to communicate I know my mom tried to reach to me but I can’t communicate no one taught me how to communicate and I just really wish somebody would actually love me and I really wish that I found a man that actually cared about me and I just because my looks.
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It’s so unfair, I know other siblings have problems too but they act like they know me when they goddamn don’t, they think I’m all spoiled and happy when I’ve been going through something silent and they assume I’m all spoiled arte and happy is because I’m the youngest? It’s not fair, Your friends leave you out and my friends bullied me, Left me out, and left me for real while spreading fake ass rumors about me, because apparently telling them my boundaries can hurt them? Leave me alone, I had my father hit my face till my body was entirely numb and I couldn’t move a single muscle when I was 3-6 it’s not fair that just because I’m the youngest I am to be assumed dirty, spoiled and happy all the time? That’s just a goddamn act God dammit get all of your asses alive for once and realize who and what I am, I don’t feel like anyone considers me a person, I got 🍇ed by a damn stranger and didn’t tell anyone because they probably wouldn’t believe me and my parents just tell me to become fatter but as soon as I do their fatasses say I’m too fat, Like? I’m a damn kid leave me alone even everyone I know laughs at me whether it’s a joke or not.
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idk sometimes I feel like i have depression but then I remember “oh but you don’t act like it” so i cut myself and think “ugh im such an attention seeker” idk what to do bc it’s not good but it’s not really bad either
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i told him i liked him after 2 weeks of rejecting him, because i really love him. i do but it feels stupid. he already had a diffrent crush. darraghs his name. i knew him when i was younger. I don’t mind him. I used to play fight with him, he was one of the only friends I had in primary but he was always sorta weird and gross around me? but my crush says he’s changed so i guess i can’t blame him for falling in love with him. but it’s only been 2 weeks (third as soon as the time hits 00:00) and my friends say he definitely likes me because he would alway talk their ears off, but that was the past i don’t think he does anymore. i say that like he didn’t accept my letter, he did! He said he loves me but then he decided to still be friends because he wasn’t sure and his mental health was making him do impulsive stuff. i said i will wait for him, i am but each day it feels more draining and obvious he doesn’t like me. he likes darragh i know it. at least darragh can text/call him whenever, while my phone still has parental control. I am 15 years old. Also it doesn’t help that they see each other everyday in school. while i’m in a school not near him. I wished I didn’t move. I wish I didn’t confess. I wish I didn’t fall in love with him again. It hurts. I cry everyday now. but i still love him even if he doesn’t, even if it hurts me.
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