And every time
I look at you …It hurts.
Why Love Hurts When You Look at Them
And everytime that your image in my eyes,… it pains me. Not that the love died, but rather that it kept alive, meanwhile the love is there with all the things that were not said, not fixed, not healed. You may be together in a room, one may have similar experiences with others, and still feel a silent tear deep inside one’s heart. That is the weird thing about emotional sufferings in relationships-they try to get through at the most normal of times.
Psychology shows that emotional pain in love relationships usually happens a bit earlier than the time when we are really able to put what is wrong into words; often, we just have a bad feeling, we are nervous, or irritated when with the person we love. It’s the same as if you come into contact with a hot thing: your body acts before your brain gets the chance to say the words. Similarly, your heart may skip a beat on seeing your lover’s eyes, even if you have no clue about the reason behind it.
At times, our pain comes from the sense of being unnoticed or that our feelings do not matter. When your emotions are getting ignored, downplayed, or just brushed aside, your mind notes, “It’s not safe to express myself here.” Over time, the accumulation of being invalidated silently and subtly eats away at one’s trust, which results in emotional isolation, resentment, and a powerful sensation of being alone in the relationship. You always love thembut the love you feel at present hurts.
In the depths of the matter, neuroscientific research has revealed that the parts of the brain responsible for physical pain are those which get activated when an individual goes through social rejection and heartbreak. That is why even a simple look, a sharp voice or a frosty expression can be felt as an unexpected blow. Love doesn’t only reside in the heart; it is spread throughout the body as well.
Why Love Hurts: Attachment Injuries and Unfinished Grief
When you think, why love hurts this much, it’s often not just about the present moment. It’s about what that moment represents. An emotional betrayal, a broken promise, or a time they weren’t there when you needed them most can become an “attachment injury”—a violation of the expectation that your partner will offer comfort and care when you are vulnerable. After that, every look carries a double exposure: who they are now, and who they were when they let you down.
Research on how people get attached in love relationships points out that those who have insecure or anxious type of attachment are more likely to experience depression and emotional distress, especially when they feel that their partners do not support or comfort them. To put it differently, if the person who is usually your safe haven is also the one that hurts you, love may become a source of confusion. On one hand, you desire to be close to this person, but on the other hand, you prepare yourself for getting hurt.
Eye contact, that normally escalates closeness, might make this quarrel even more intense. Studies show that eye contact increases the level of excitement in the brain and might even amplify the intensity of unpleasant emotions such as embarrassment or shame. Thus, if there is unhealed pain between you two, staring at each other could increase all the feelings you are desperate to hide.
If every glance aches, it could mean:
- You’re holding unspoken resentment or grief.
- Your emotional needs have been repeatedly invalidated.
- An attachment injury was never truly repaired.
- You’re afraid of losing them, even as staying hurts.
The very first thing you must do to get better is to be honest with yourself. Label it: “This is painful because I feel deserted, ” or “This is painful because I don’t trust you as I used to.” Then you can either open up, communicate your feelings, and seek therapy if needed or if your heart is urging you, give up so that it can finally become peaceful.
Love should never be a source of constant pain. When you come across someone who truly listens to the words of your heart, respects your needs, and treats your hurt with gentleness, then the sight of that person will not be a source of pain – it will be your sanctuary.
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