The Difference Between Self-Pity, Depression or Perfectly Hidden Depression

 / 

, , ,

Itโ€™s difficult to be around someone whoโ€™s always whining. What does whining sound like? โ€œI canโ€™t get a break.โ€ โ€œBad things seem to always happen to me.โ€ โ€œWow, youโ€™re lucky. My kids never call.โ€ โ€œMy ex took my best years and Iโ€™ll never get them back.โ€

Basically, you believe that your life has never and will never be happyย and you donโ€™t waste much time telling others about it. The irony lies in the fact that self pity prevents you from taking responsibility for that happiness or realizing what could potentially be created. ย 

I wouldnโ€™t wish the habit of self pity on anyone. Itโ€™s paralyzing and hard to break, as you continually see life through a filter of blame and rejection.

Related: Self Liberation: How To Rewrite Your Toxic Life Stories

Self Pity Versus Depression

But self pity isnโ€™t the same as the negativity or loss of hope in depression. If clinically depressed, youโ€™re dealing with an unwanted and unchosen barrage of negative, destructive thoughts and emotions.

When youโ€™re drowning in those thoughts and emotions, itโ€™s very hard to be engaged with others or interested in anything outside of your own head. At times, youโ€™re literally fighting for your own life. That very detachment can be unfairly criticized and labeled as โ€œYouโ€™re just feeling sorry for yourself. Snap out of it, and start thinking about someone other than yourself.โ€

Thatโ€™s like telling someone whoโ€™s deaf to listen โ€” or blind to see. At that moment, until the depression subsides, the mind isnโ€™t capable of healthy thinking. To compound things, the more severe the depression, the more difficult it is to crawl out.

This Ted Talk video with Andrew Solomon eloquently describes the struggle.

Society can make healing more difficult by its continued prejudice and misunderstanding about depression.ย Perhaps you might delay seeking help, afraid that revealing all that is going on in your head to others might make them think youโ€™re simply whining.ย 

In studies I conducted in 2015, a major reason women gave for not seeking therapy was how it would be perceived socially. For men, the primary reason was that they believed that they could solve their problems themselves. (Itโ€™s true that depression can remit on its own, with time. But not always โ€” and not without doing damage while it exists).

We, as a culture, have to stop looking down on ourselves or others for experiencing what is a disease.

Related: 10 Signs Of Self-Hatred And How To Overcome

What terrifies someone who experiences perfectly hidden depression?

If youโ€™re unfamiliar with perfectly hidden depression, here is an early video of me describing what it looks like.

Perfectly hidden depression is when you mask your depression by outwardly appearing perfectionistic. You wonโ€™t allow your pain or sadness to be expressed, and you are petrified of anyone being able to see an inkling of self-doubt or sorrow, fatigue or vulnerability.

So youโ€™re seen by others as a โ€œmover and a shakerโ€ โ€” you know how to get things done, and done well. Your life looks great; absolutely no whining is coming from you.ย You count your blessings every day and thereโ€™s not a self pitying bone in your body.

No one sees what youโ€™re hiding inside. No one knows the amount of insecurity, self-loathing, or shame that exists in your reality. Because itโ€™s perfectly hidden.ย So, the fear of exposure can become intense. It can feel as if your whole world will cave in if anyone finds out that you struggle โ€” or that you have secrets youโ€™ve never shared.

The fact is that it wonโ€™t; the far greater risk is getting lost in your own silent and very lonely hell.ย 

Self-Compassion Versus Self Pity

Acknowledgment of pain or hurt from the past or the present leads to understanding. If you wallow in that hurt, it is possible for it to turn into self pity if you allow that pain to define you. But to make the connection between painful experiences and who you are today and, in turn, how youโ€™re making decisions and functioning is an extremely helpful process.

self pity or depression

Self-compassion is healing. Self pity is destructive. Thereโ€™s an immense difference between the two. Yet all too often we get them confused andย because of that, you may be alone in your struggle with depression.

Related: 6 Life Changing Steps To Practice Mindful Self Compassion

If you know someone suffering from depression, listen to them with compassion, support them as you can, and encourage them to seek appropriate treatment. And have the same care andย compassion for yourself.

Check out Dr. Margaret Rutherfordโ€™s best-selling book, Perfectly Hidden Depression on Amazon.


Written By Dr. Margaret Rutherford   
Originally Appeared On Dr. Margaret Rutherford  

Frequently Asked Questions

Can depression and dementia cause sleepiness?

Fatigue and sleepiness are common symptoms of clinical depression. Excessive sleepiness has also been found common in patients with later-stage dementia.

Why are depression and stress regarded as psychological factors?

Depression and stress can arise due to psychological conditions. However, there can be biological, genetic, environmental, and other physiological factors involved.

Why do I look for relationships to help with my depression?

Love, support, and care can definitely make you feel happy and bring down any negative feelings of anxiety, stress, or depression.

Is it possible to kiss depression away?

Yes. You can kiss depression away by taking the help of mental health professional, medication, and psychotherapy, along with natural remedies like exercise, yoga, meditation, etc.

Difference Between Self-Pity Depression

— Share —

— About the Author —

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *

Up Next

5-4-3-2-1 Coping Technique for Anxiety: A Great Method to Calm Your Anxiety

If you are looking for a simple but effective coping technique for anxiety, look no further: the 54321 anxiety technique is your answer!

(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({});

This technique is one of the easiest relaxation methods you can learn. So, whether youโ€™re feeling overwhelmed or facing a stressful situation it will help you stay grounded in the present moment by usin

Up Next

Music Therapy: How To Use Music For Emotional Healing?

Do you ever notice how your favorite song instantly lifts your spirits when it comes on? Or how it can calm your mind at the end of a stressful day? Well, thatโ€™s the power of music. It is not just some words and sounds, itโ€™s a powerful tool that can also heal us. So, let us explore ways in which we can use music for emotional healing.

(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({});

Up Next

Is Your Depression Causing Anger? 4 Crucial Reasons to Address It

Do you find yourself caught in an emotional tug-of-war? Is your depression causing anger? If every little frustration feels like it could explode into rage and snapping at loved ones for no reason has become a common habit, learn the ways to help yourself with depression and anger.

(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({});

As an effect of depression, anger is quite common because

Up Next

Depression Without Suicidal Thoughts: 8 Signs That You Have Been Ignoring

Have you ever felt like you are going through the motions of daily life but not really feeling present or engaged? Many people experience depression without the extreme of suicidal thoughts, and itโ€™s often overlooked or misunderstood.

(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({});

Most of the time depression is associated with visible signs of sadness. However, sometimes it does app

Up Next

10 Songs About Depression: Soulful Songs That You Will Relate To

Depression is the dark shadow that engrosses the normal life function of individuals making them numb or extremely agitated. In this situation, personally, I prefer to listen to music that can beat any stress with a calm vibe. And not only me, music therapy is one of the best ways to deal with depression and sadness.ย 

Up Next

7 Shocking Facts About Mental Health That Will Surprise You

Do you ever feel like you have a pretty good handle on mental health, only to come across a fact that completely challenges your understanding? Have you ever wondered about the lesser known facts about mental health?

(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({});

Mental health is a topic that is becoming more openly discussed, which is fantastic for mental health aware

Up Next

โ€œWhy Do Men Never Express Emotionsโ€? A Closer Look At Menโ€™s Mental Health

Menโ€™s mental health concerns are hardly brought out in the open. How often do you see men expressing their mental health struggles? Comparatively, men seek much less mental health treatment than women do.

(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({});

If you look inside your family, you wonโ€™t spot a single maleย memberย who has ever expressed their emotions. Instea