When you disappear each time…..

You just left. No word, no note, or message. You just left. Again. Have you any idea of the confusion, destruction and turmoil you create each time you leave? I used to spend weeks thinking and blaming myself, ‘was it something I said?, or something I didn’t say or do?’. I now know it has nothing to do with me. It’s just the way you relate. Maybe you even do this with other people in your life, hopefully it isn’t a behavior only reserved for me.

As much as I don’t blame myself anymore, it doesn’t make it any less confusing. I don’t know why you left. I don’t know how you are or what you’re thinking or feeling. You’ve left and you’ve closed the door behind you. I can’t reach you.

I want to share my thoughts and feelings with you. Anything good or bad, I want you to be the first one I share it with. But you’re not there. And I don’t even know why. Do you even think about me? Do I cross your mind at all?

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