I try not to think about you so often during the day and night
I try to stop reading your texts over and over
I try to remind myself it can’t ever be more than a friendship
I try to pretend I’m not falling in love with everything about you
I can’t lie to myself that you have a special place in my heart
I can’t deny myself of the happiness you bring me
I can’t turn my feelings off
I can’t clear my mind of everything about you that keeps me alive
I don’t want to loose you even though I can’t ever have you
