To know and to feel,
Mind and heart
Maybe your heart always hurts a bit when letting go
Perhaps a gentle reminder,
“Are you sure you want to do this?”
The seed of doubt that flourishes if watered
I let him go and held on simultaneously
I want and I don’t
What do I do?
He is everything, he is my other half, but right now
He is destruction
Why does the highest love come with the biggest falls
We have it all or we have none
Being on the brink of a great idea
But dropping before you get there
It’s quick, it’s fleeting
But it’s worth it.
I’m addicted to you.
Or I’m addicted to needing you.
Living through chaos for one moment that’s worth it
A moment of pure passion and clarity
Is it still worth it?