Scared, confused and frustrated.
Feeling everything and nothing at the same time.
Mentally, physically and emotionally exhausted.
Feeling tired just after I’ve woken up.
Wondering about and over analyzing everything.
Why didn’t he like me? Was I too crazy for him? Am I weird? Weird is good right?
Whirlpool of thoughts rushing through my mind.
What will happen if this happens? What will happen if that doesn’t happen? What will I do if I succeed? What will I do if I don’t?
After hours and hours of doing absolutely nothing, all that has gone was time. The problems, feelings and emotions stayed, only time slipped away yet again.
I need more time, but what will I do with that time?