Staring at the horizon I think,
What fate has in store for me?
What I expected life to be,
What it turned out to me.
Happiness seems like a far-fetched dream.
Grief is all I remember feeling.
I toss and turn on the bed at night,
Till rays of dawn come into my sight.
I greet everyone with a brittle smile,
Shadowing the emptiness I feel inside.
I laugh with my friends when we meet,
‘Cause when I’m alone, tears are what my heart keeps.
And, all I want is freedom,
From this so-called ‘life’.
‘Cause I wanna stop what I feel inside,
‘Cause I no longer have what I called life.
Only if it were all that easy…