Bob remembers that he was never allowed to have friends over because his mother was afraid that they might spill something on the rug or mess up her furniture.
His mother was more focused on the house looking perfect than the rest of the family enjoying themselves at home.
One of his earliest memories is being screamed at and told that he was a “stupid, clumsy fool” when he accidentally spilt his milk at the kitchen table.
4. She Acts Selfishly
The needs and interests of the Exhibitionist Narcissist mother always come first.
If she works outside the home or is deeply involved in hobbies, everything else in the family will take second place.
She may think nothing of leaving her children behind when she takes long trips for work. She does not usually concern herself with planning the details of how they well be cared for in her absence.
Her assumption is that she is entitled to go and someone else in the family will do whatever is necessary to make that possible.
Or she may go back to school while her children are young without seriously thinking about how her absence will affect them or her husband.
She expects everyone to be just as excited about her plans for herself as she is.
If anyone in the family objects or points out how her plans negatively affect them, she is deeply insulted and likely to call them the “selfish” ones.
Because the Narcissistic mother is so self-centred, she is often oblivious to her children’s real needs.
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If she likes seeing them dressed nicely, she may spend a lot of time and money on buying them clothing; while ignoring their pleas to play with them or listen to them practice piano.
Her perpetual focus on her own agenda may lead her family to perceive her as being cold or disinterested in theirs.
Carly was almost 3 when her single mother decided to leave her with her grandmother for a month in order to go hiking in Nepal.
Carly remembers being scared that her mother was never coming back. Carly was too young to understand what a month was and cried for days.
When her mother showed up suddenly one day to take her back home, Carly started crying and ran to her and clung to her leg. Her mother got angry and told her to “stop being a baby!”
5. She Expects Her Children to Be Perfect
The Exhibitionist Narcissist mother expects her children to perfectly represent her in the world and is disappointed and angry when they don’t live up to her expectations.
This is because she cannot separate her internal image of herself (what the object relations theorists call her “self-representation”) from her internal image of her children.
As a result, when her child does badly, she feels badly about herself. Similarly, when her children do well, she feels good about herself.
It is as if their image and her image overlap in her mind (what the object relations theorists call “a fused self and object representation”) and their boundaries are permeable.
This usually leads to her putting a lot of pressure on her children to be perfect and special, and a lot of screaming, punishment, and withdrawal of love when they do not live up to her expectations.
The Exhibitionist Narcissist mother may choose one child as her favorite and devalue the other.
In some families, she may change favourites on a whim. Often the children are pitted against each other: “Why can’t you be more like your brother?”
6. She Is Moody and Will Create an Uproar When Things Are Not to Her Liking
The Exhibitionist Narcissist mother can be quite moody.
She may be happy and warm to her family when she is feeling special and the center of admiring attention, then suddenly turn angry and negative the moment things are not going the way that she wants.