Now I am not scared to go to our favorite places alone or eat at our favorite restaurants alone. I feel comfortable without you.
It’s true that I miss you. I miss you when I dress up and see that ribbon you had once tied around my hair. I do not use it anymore. I am letting go of the things you gave me…those cards, those accessories. I am keeping them safe somewhere in my wardrobe but I do not wish to see them every day.
I never stopped loving you, but I am moving on and opening myself to this universe. Perhaps our destination was not the same. Perhaps we were meant to travel to some extent and depart. I cannot bear the burden of your ignorance anymore.
I have been hurt deeply; I have been too hurt to let you go.
But I will keep on loving you. I will keep on cherishing the moments you gave me. The free, independent, strong woman I am now today is solely for you. You changed me. You showed me what true life is, your ignorance taught me to deal with the harshness of this life. Losing you has been my worst nightmare and I am going through it now.
I am living without you and I have emerged from the deluge, stronger. You were meant to come in my life, love me, and then ignore me so that I can be a stronger woman, myself.
I will keep on loving you, forever. You have been special to me. You will remain special, always.
I never stopped loving you, I just stopped waiting for you.