She will be scared to love again. Since her dreams were shattered, love doesn’t play an important part in her life. That was who she was before him. Love is not a beautiful thing she is dreaming of any more, no.
Love has become pain he caused her. Loving someone has become the same nightmare she was living in when she was with him. And it will stay that way for a long time. It will stay that way until she finds her old self again. His every harsh and cold word made her hate love even more. His every manipulation and emotional abuse made her never want to fall in love again.
She never knew what true love was. She never experienced the feeling of safety and support. She never got the real picture of love. The only thing she felt was abandonment, pain, and loneliness. It will take her a lot of time to put down her walls and let real love enter her life. She will doubt it, she will question it but she will accept it in the end. Because real love never gives up. It never walks away.
She wants to be alone. She needs some time to heal. She needs some time to rearrange her thoughts. She needs time to put her feelings in the right place. She needs time to understand what is right and what is wrong. She needs to learn to live again because when she left him, she gave herself a second chance to live.
After she wins the battle, and she will, she will beautifully turn into a chaos filled with rainbow colors. She is a woman who will never surrender. She is a woman who will fight for herself, even when there is no will or strength left in her. She is strong, as strong as night that survived a storm.
The loss will always be on the psychopath’s end, who wanted to but miserably failed at destroying her.
Her life will never be the same anymore, but what happened to her, sobered her up. It enlightened her and gave her a lot more to live for. She knows she only has one chance to live and she won’t waste it by feeling sorry for herself and by settling for anything less than the best.
You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have. – Cayla Mills
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