She was the one at fault, all the time. All his mistakes and shortcomings were somehow turned around and blamed on her. Not once would he admit and apologize for his faults. He was incapable of remorse, regret, or understanding how he hurt her. That’s the thing about an emotional psychopath; he simply cannot understand how a person might be broken and hurting because of his actions.
She had much to give to the world. Her gifts of compassion and generosity would do wonders if used for the betterment of mankind. But he couldn’t stand it– it made him insecure and jealous to the core. He wanted ultimate control over his girl. He wanted her to be timid, powerless and cowering in a corner, pleading before his absolute power and control.
When the toxic emotions of jealousy filled his mind, he became more intolerant towards everyone associated with her. He wanted to cut her off from her support systems and imprison her in his ruthless trap.
Calling him self-centered would be insulting the word. He was wrapped up in himself so badly that no emotions could penetrate his harshness. His self-obsession was endless– as long as his needs were satisfied, all was fine, otherwise, all hell broke loose.
He would try to make her believe things that were completely untrue– that’s how he manipulated and brainwashed her.
He knew all the tactics to exploit her love for him. He knew how to convince her that it wasn’t a mistake on his part, that it was she who misunderstood and overreacted. He did it each and every time he wronged her, until she herself began to believe that she was the one at fault, that something was wrong with her.
She thought she was losing her mind and going crazy. She thought she should seek help and fix her mental problems. But she trusted him blindly believing that he was the one who would save her when in reality, he was the monster ruining her.
But there’s something that he overlooked– the indomitable spirit and hope growing inside her slowly but surely. After every episode of blaming and crying, a tiny ray of courage ignited within her.
His continuos ill-treatment, manipulations and fasle accusations nearly finished her. She experienced the darkest and most depressing phase of her life, and felt completely hopeless. But he never could have imagined that the tiny ray of hope and strength left in her would grow strong enough to break free from him!
The journey of healing after being broken by an emotional psychopath
She was devastated, broken, and left so lonely by her emotional psychopath boyfriend, but she decided to fight for herself, her dreams, and life. Her story wasn’t finished yet, not until she wanted so.
She realized her journey didn’t have to end just yet. In fact, it would actually begin once she left him. She learnt to let go of her need for him. She healed her wounds. She turned a deaf ear to what the world thought of her. She didn’t let her pride mess with her healing process.
The journey of healing was a long one. She had to rebuilt herself from the ashes and rise again like a phoenix.