I feel you have to undergo certain processes to understand them completely, some process are experiences to feel, and not a flowchart or a manual to learn.

Hence my Dear, the Life.

Sometime outside perspectives doesn’t help, some processes can only be learnt by undergoing them, living them participating in them, just learning about it from talks and literature doesn’t fully cover it flavor and is also not complete truth.

The soul has come down to this process to FEEL, just trust, believe and GO ON.