4. Push and Pull
You can’t rest now. You lose an inch; you have to get it back. It is a continuous struggle between giving into the ever-encroaching darkness and winning over to the path of salvation. You need to pull, while the dark side pulls too. See to it, that you don’t give in to it. The dark side would seduce you, give you a bench to sit on, and a towel to dry yourself, but don’t. You have worked very hard. Don’t lose.
Don’t lose hope. The darkness has surrounded you, but it will go away. You will be crushed under the darkness, the negativity all around you. The hopelessness, the feeling of being a worthless parasite feeding off the humanity of people, will go away. Remember, every cloud has a silver lining.
You are in a higher realm of existence. You are connected to everything around you. Nature, the creatures, the animate and the inanimate; all are connected to you. You don’t want to let go. You don’t have to let go. Let your consciousness flow. Let it encompass everything.
You are finally in sync. You have finally attained a balance with everything that is around you. You are calm, composed, even under duress, and you have realized true happiness comes from within. To make that possible, you have to be the dictionary meaning of laidback. Let everything happen without any obstacles, and you will be the Zen master.
Following this, you understand your worth or your self-authenticity, and then achieve a higher level of understanding and consciousness. Ultimately, you find yourself in a balance with your creator, for you have realized your self-worth, and are above the material realm of being, which finally leads you to understand everything around you, and to love them unconditionally.
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