10 Things I Wish I Knew When I Was 20

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Things I Wish I Knew When I Was 20

Life is always going to be full of ups and downs, and it’s never going to be the same day in and day out. Your 30s will be vastly different from your 20s, and does that ever make you feel like you wish there were things you knew when you were 20?

I spoke to the Womenโ€™s Club at Harvard recently to a group of 18-22-year-old women.

It was a lot of fun talking to them about what theyโ€™re struggling with and what issues they have around self-love and self-care.

It brought up SO many of my own memories from college! Challenges that I was like โ€œYes! I remember exactly how that was! I did the same thing!โ€ And yet many of the things that seemed so important when I was 20 have simply melted away.

Do I regret any of it? No. Because it made me the person I am today.

I think that as women there are certain phases in our lives that we all must go through. But it did get me thinking, what are some of the things I wish I knew when I was 20?

Thereโ€™s a lot! So I made a handy little list for you.

Here are 10 Things I Wish I Knew When I Was 20

1. Donโ€™t compare yourself to others.

This was a BIG one for me in college! I went to a small liberal arts school where everyone knew everyone and gossiped a lot. Girls drove fancy cars and carried Louis Vuitton bags. Greek life was big at my school and there was this looming feeling that you needed to fit in at all times.

I was someone who kind of marched to the beat of my own drum, but I found myself in constant comparison to others. Which of course made me miserable! I wish I knew that life wasnโ€™t a competition and it is better to just be yourself than to blend with the crowd.

2. Donโ€™t feel like you have to have it all โ€œfigured outโ€.

Whatโ€™s your major going to be? Whatโ€™re you doing after college? Where are you going to live?

Ahhhh! These questions drove me nuts! Every time Iโ€™d go home for a holiday it seemed that everyone just wanted to ask you if you had it all figured out. Pretty much up until I went to college I had nothing figured out, and now there was this crazy pressure to get my ducks in a row for the rest of my life. Every choice suddenly felt like a major life-ending decision, which only added to the pressure.

I would have told myself to relax. You donโ€™t need to have it all figured out right now because you will never have it all figured out. Life is a series of trials and adjustments. Thatโ€™s fun.

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3. Listen to your mom when she tells you that having more than 5 drinks in a night is not healthy or normal.

Ohhhh college drinking. The weekend parties, Tuesday bar night, Thursday $2 pitchers night, Sunday something. It was like every night of the week had a theme around drinking. I and my friends now cringe when we remember what a โ€œnormalโ€ night of going out looked like. And the hangovers were terrible! But that seemed to just be the way it was if you wanted to fit in.

I can remember my mom one day (I think post-college) saying โ€œLexi, Iโ€™m a little worried about you. I saw on Oprah that having more than 5 drinks in a night means youโ€™re an alcoholic.โ€ An alcoholic?? Wait, what? But everyone does it! Mom, but itโ€™s fun!! Besides, what else am I supposed to do?

Looking back I realize that this is not normal or healthy. And that there are lots of other fun things to do. No wonder I ballooned up twenty pounds sneak-eating peanut butter out of the jar at 3 am.

4. You can relax a little, you donโ€™t need to do it all.

When I was 20 there was enormous pressure to do it all. This theme actually hasnโ€™t changed much as Iโ€™ve gotten older. It seems that as women we feel like we need to be the perfect wife/girlfriend, get straight As, be a good daughter, have an active social life, exercise daily, look hot, participate in every club or organization, or jobโ€ฆits exhausting just writing it. It felt like to be โ€œperfectโ€ you had to do everything, all the time, all at once.

I wish I knew that I could relax a little. That the world would not collapse because I took a break. To look at what I actually enjoyed doing and do more of that and less of the stuff I felt like I should do.

Want to know more about the things you wish you knew when you were 20? Check this video out below!

Things you wish you knew when you were 20

5. You are smart.

Growing up, my sister was always the smart one. I was always the one who just seemed to get by. Donโ€™t get me wrong, I was smart, but I didnโ€™t apply myself as she did. Therefore in college when I started doing well in school, being selected as the top violinist, writing papers like a whiz, and ace-ing my tests I was like WTF? Something must be wrong here. I must just be really good at cheating the system.

Thatโ€™s seriously what I thought. That if I could write a 15-page paper in one sitting and get a good grade that I must be working the system because I wasnโ€™t really applying myself. Then I went to Harvard and I did start really applying myself. Because I wanted to do my best. But hey, it turns out I wasnโ€™t cheating, I actually was just smart. Or at least good at certain things. We all have abilities and talents unique to us. Play up those talents and own them.

6. Donโ€™t straighten your hair and wear fake tanner every day.

The majority of girls at my school seemed to look like Barbie. They were pretty, tan, with straight silky blond hair. I was a bit of a late bloomer and did not consider myself very attractive in high school. Plus Iโ€™m extremely pale (I prefer fair, but Iโ€™ll go with pale here) and have super curly hair. But I wanted to fit in to be considered pretty too, so I started straightening my hair every single day and wearing fake tanner.

Thatโ€™s all fine. But now I realize that curly hair is kinda cool. And so is fair skinโ€ฆlike Nicole Kidman or Scarlett Johansson. Rock your own beauty.

7. Enjoy young love because itโ€™s so sweet. But donโ€™t put everything on that relationship.

When I was 18 I fell in love for the first time. And it was so sweet. In a young, innocent, rebellious sort of way. We both thought that for sure we were โ€œthe oneโ€ and weโ€™d be together forever and get married. Summers apart felt like a lifetime. Then as things seemed to falter in the relationship it was really hard to let go. Like so many relationships, we held on longer than we probably should.

And when youโ€™re going through heartbreak, it’s so easy to look back on a relationship (especially your first) with only fond memories instead of any bad ones. At that age, youโ€™re really learning what love is for the first time. And enjoy it! Because itโ€™s beautiful.

But youโ€™re both still learning who you are and how to be in a relationship. So if it doesnโ€™t work out realize that it isnโ€™t the end of the world. It was a wonderful thing that you learned a TON from and can take that learning with you down the road.

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8. Practice saying no.

This came up a lot with the young women I spoke to at Harvard. One girl asked, โ€œIf a guy offers to buy me a drink or a gift and I know theyโ€™re expecting something out of it, should I say no?โ€

Good question! When I was 20 I struggled a lot with saying no. To anyone, including myself. I had this strange inner-feeling that if I said no I somehow wasnโ€™t being kind, or nice, or loving and that Iโ€™d be letting them down.

Turns out quite the opposite is true! Itโ€™s not kind OR loving if you donโ€™t say no when you know in your heart whatโ€™s right for you. Tune in to what feels good to you, and if it doesnโ€™t feel good and you donโ€™t want to do something, practice saying no. It feels awesome.

9. Donโ€™t take family issues onto yourself.

When I was 18 my parents drove to my college to tell me they were getting a divorce. It came as a big shock to me at the time, although looking back itโ€™s really no surprise. But I suddenly felt like I needed to take responsibility for my parents and their feelings. That I had to be there for everyone and make sure that no oneโ€™s feelings were hurt or that neither of my parents felt left out on a holiday.

Iโ€™m not sure why I took this upon myself, as though I were the parent, but I did. Inside I felt like a 5-year-old child and my heart was breaking and I just wanted to go back to how things were. I wish I knew that. That I was still the child and they were the parents and their decisions were their own. And that I couldnโ€™t learn their lessons for them.

10. Stop obsessing over guys. Claim your own self-worth.

This is another theme that kept coming up the other night, and if Iโ€™m being honest with myself it doesnโ€™t really ever end. This obsession over guys and oh my god did I say the right thing and he didnโ€™t text me last night do you think that heโ€™s not into me and holyfโ€”king shit I just know heโ€™s going to break up with me. One simple thought would snowball into this barrage of craziness that I was making up in my own head.

And then if the guy I liked did text me back or did ask me to that โ€œexclusiveโ€ date party it was like โ€œYes! Thank you, God! I am loved!โ€ Almost addictive. But this is a dangerous thing because when your self-worth teeters on an external source (like a relationship/job/grade) then what happens when, as it will in life, something doesnโ€™t work out?

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I wish that I reclaimed my own self-worth and validation. That I knew how loving, kind, smart, sexy, beautiful, etc. I am simply for being me. And that goes for all of you too! You are perfect exactly as you are, without needing anything or anyone else to validate that for you.

Letโ€™s Talk.

Did you go through any of the same challenges in your 20s? What lessons did you learn? If there are others that I didnโ€™t mention, let me know in the comments below!

Peace and 20s love,

Alexis


Written by Alexis Meads Krilla
Harvard University MLA
Dating and Life Coach
Originally appeared on AlexisMeads.com
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